Lyndee Beistle-Otts

Hi I'm Lyndee, At the end of the day have you ever wanted to go for a walk and you all of a sudden come into this magical world where no one judges you and all your... more

Hi I'm Lyndee, At the end of the day have you ever wanted to go for a walk and you all of a sudden come into this magical world where no one judges you and all your fault worries and pain just dissapear? you get so caught in this "perfect" world that you realize that its all to good to be true...Then you wake up? and the "real" world is so cruel every one judges you, hurting you. and u just want to go back to sleep back to this perfect world and never want to wake up. evryone judges, judges people like me...how i act, my peircings,they way i dress, how i do my make up, and even how i do my hair. im not ur average girl. im over emotional, and sometimes i cant control them, im also very immature. and very insecure, im not a size zero. i am who i am. and why change who u are to impress someone, or change just so the guy u like likes you back? i did that once. i lost him, and over time i lost me...the "real" me. and i dont kno if i will ever find her again. on the outside i may seem fine...but really on the inside im fighting my own battle. and hopefully the better me wins. im not here to impress you.. or n e one for that matter. if u dnt like me thats your problem, so quick to judge. take the chance and or the risk to get to kno me. maybe u will be dissapointed maybe you wont. but thats for you to find out. Sincerly, Lyndee[Love]