Must stay entertained, distracted. Must not deal with reality or make the hard choices. Someone else will figure it out. Someone else will worry about it. There's always another level to look forward... more

Must stay entertained, distracted. Must not deal with reality or make the hard choices. Someone else will figure it out. Someone else will worry about it. There's always another level to look forward to; another game or movie or TV show. Always another Facebook update or twitter feed to follow. All I have to do is keep it paid for and as long as I can do that then I don't have to think about what might have been. I don't have to concern myself with other people's problems or even my own. All I have to do is keep going to work to pay the bills that keep the roof over my head so that I have somewhere to sleep so that I can be well rested for work so that I can pay the bills and have enough left over to spend on things to keep myself distracted from the fact that I'm slowly going nowhere.

I'm almost completely out of entertainment here in this house. I've burnt Netflix out, I've read books, I've listened to music, I've online shopped til I can't no more, Internet is almost no fun. I... more

I'm almost completely out of entertainment here in this house. I've burnt Netflix out, I've read books, I've listened to music, I've online shopped til I can't no more, Internet is almost no fun. I think I need beer. Beer always makes things way more entertaining!

I love entertaining people through music. There's is no feeling like being in the 'zone' and rocking a crowd on the 1s & 2s. Best feeling for sure.